Intoxication

Confusion around every corner
Change forever occurring
Crystal fades to black
Plans repeatedly rearranged

Months morph into years
Met by happiness and tears
Thought I was going to have a new beginning
Now around here I will be sticking
With our love that just keeps getting stronger
I fear getting sober
From our love's intoxication

Forever joined by the heart
I dread the day we will part
A broken heart my demise
A perfect love without any lies

Choked by fumes of addiction
Repulsed by the smell of submission
Your demons overwhelm us
Wedging us further apart

Seeds of love failing
Rays of peace dying out
Unsuccessful rescue mission
Pain pangs overpower me
Tears of fear soak away into my hair
Hope of saving you fading
Your soul sucked into a black hole
Away from peace and love
Away from acceptance and everlasting life